The fact that im not gonna be safe in your arms anymore.
I’m not going to feel you wrapped round me stealing my heat. Your big strong arms so tight around my chest your breath against my neck. The words you drew on my back. Its all gone. I can’t live without you I’m fucking broken. I’m not me now I’m not me without you and that’s a me one I don’t wanna be. I’m hurting bubbi I’m hurting a lot
I can not function.
I have no-one to keep warm now all I want is for you to be back with me.
It smarts soo soo much